WUSHU TORMENT

i made the world's toughest decision.
i duno if it was for the better or the worst.
but actually i gave it thought.
i thought..
maybe it isnt bad to live a life like the others.
where i can look and candify without guilt.
i guess this is it.
the decision.
wadeva happens in future i really duno.
i really dont
i dont like to guarantee.
so we shall jus see.
the Lord will lead my way

today's wushu training was killer. everything was still okay till we started to torturous stuff like the da liang yun dong. so many casualties today. got ppl bleeding, got ppl collapsing, got ppl bang their head...=X goodness. i'm aching all over now. and i'm serious. i mean ACHE. from head to toe. did too many (unsuccessful) cartwheels. bleahx. i better go master it before i see scary jiao lian again. OR I'LL DIE. oh man. but it isnt bad to be kicked out of 5 duan for 4 duan anyways...wahaha. nono. i mus persevere in 5 duan. yea man=)

oh let's talk bout my flower buying trip. haha. so diaos. wanted to go buy with nana and beth de. but ended wushu late. or rather cos of that birthday cele it ended late. haha. got smashed in the face by the cake lor....sobs=( so i thot i buy myself. cos if i meet them they'd rotted. then junwen say causeway haf. so i went wif him lor. since he lives ard there. then our dear jia an ask us to wait for him. junwen was turning green from needing to answer nature's call..hahaha.

so on the way the two guys started saying irritating stuff. urgh. acting blur and picking on that sakae thingy. urgh. then blah blah blah. scandalous stuff. sigh.

went to this flower shop and buy lilies. no i mean lily. one. haha. no money. but it was nice really. thx to jia an's help la=) ppl more experience in buying flowers you see...ooo. manage to buy a nice bouquet for an affordable price. yea. then went to buy sushi and then went home lor. of cos many things happened in between but too *ehem to be written on world wide web. haha. no la. nth much actually. hee.

it was a great day la. yupp. nice talking to jia an and junwen. haha. at least i see some hope in my hc life. wushu!! so ya. i shall work hard in my cartwheel :X

so basically that's my day. i shall mug REAL hard tml. got loads of tests and stuff. sigh....

oh ya. thx to all that mwde my birthday special. yupp. really thx alot. loveya all. oh anway 12 may was a great day. heeee... thx=)

i better go off soon. tml still got church de. ok then. see ya all! oh wait. tag my board ya? it's lonely...

i need reassurance. to know i didnt do wrong